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Lyrics:

I wanna be a bottle blonde
I don't know why but I feel conned
I wanna b
e an idle teen
I wish I hadn't been so clean


I wanna stay inside all day
I want the world to go away
I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake
I wanna be a real fake


Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super, super suicidal


The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find, I've come alive


I wanna be a virgin pure
A twenty-first century whore
I want back my virginity
So I can feel infinity


I wanna drink until I ache
I wanna make a big mistake
I want blood, guts, and angel cake
I'm gonna puke it anyway


Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super, super suicidal


The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find, I've come alive


Come alive, I've come alive
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh


I wish I wasn't such a narcissist
I wish I didn't really kiss
The mirror when I'm on my own
Oh God, I'm gonna die alone


Adolescence didn't make sense
A little loss of innocence
The ugliness of being a fool
Ain't youth meant to be beautiful?


Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super, super suicidal


The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find, I've come alive


Only to find, I've come alive
Only to find, I've come alive


All our lives
(Feeling super, super, super)
(Feeling super, super, super)
(Feeling super, super, super)
All our lives

Meet the artist:

Brandi Chen

Brandi (They/She/He) in their second year of CCY and Concurrent Education. They are excited to be a part of VCPs BIPOC Artist Hub and Show Choir. Show casing their art work in this club is a exciting and new experience.

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